I WAS A NATURAL BORN WORRIER.

 Margie, a charter member of Depressed Anonymous shares her story.  Her story appears as part of  the Personal Stories to be found in Depressed Anonymous, page 131.

”  I really can’t remember for sure how I became involved in Depressed Anonymous. I believe a coworker told me about a professorat the University of Evansville who had students that were helping people in the psychology department field and wanted to know if I would be a volunteer to help start this new self help group. And it was free!  What did I have to lose? I had seen doctors, took their prescribed drugs and still ended up on the same old merry-go-round of ups and downs and “hangovers” from the drugs. I joined a small group at first. We talked, set weekly goals, took short walks,visited with friends or enjoyed a cup of coffee together to relax. We had to do something for ourselves. I had to learn to be good to myself instead of nurturing everyone else. I found a good doctor who gave me a lot of good advice about “pampering” myself more. It hasn’t been easy.  I’ve read self-help books, positive thinking books and worked hard on my way of thinking for years. I’m a natural born worrier, so things always seemed worse than they really were. So after four mariages, I finally sat back and took a good look at myself.  Why was I making these bad choices and keeping  my head messed up? After staying single eight years and working on myself  daily, I am now remarried and happy.  I have two daughters and two grandsons who are my pride and joy. I work with the elderly at a nursing home and manage to keep busy and happy.

After dropping out for several years, I’m now involved with Depressed Anonymous again.  I feel like I have something to offer the group. Hope is the word. I finally got above the edge of the rut that I could hardly peer over for years. I  know others can do it too. Don’t give up. It’s a lot of hard work, but it can be done. I know. I was there.”

-Margie

SOURCE:

(c) Depressed Anonymous, 3rd edition. (2011) Depressed Anonymous publications. Louisville. KY. Box 465, Pewee Valley, Ky.  40056.

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