What do beagles, rabbits and circles have in common? I know you must be curious. Well, first of all, let me tell you that when I was growing up in a small community in Indiana, my Grandpa took my brother and I hunting. We hunted a lot. We mainly hunted squirrels and rabbits. Grandpa also had some great help when hunting the rabbits. He had the assistance of Red and Dukie. They were awesome beagles! When you are out in the wild hunting rabbits it always helps to have your helpers stirring up trouble. That is where the beagles come in. They always made things happen. When you heard the beagles with their high pitch cries you just knew the rabbits had been found out. Here is where the circle come in. Maybe you are aware or maybe you are not aware that when rabbits are running away from danger, they appear to run in a circle. How do I know this? My grandpa told me. So one morning we three, my brother, Grandpa and myself heard Red and Dukie starting their high pitched cries, Suddenly through the opening in the brush, two rabbits whizzed past, right in front of us. Then here come the beagles in hot pursuit right behind them. Grandpa told me to stand on a stump facing the opening. He told us that they might come back this way. The cries of the beagles grew faint — but not for long, as Red and Dukie’s cries started to increase in volume. And then, presto! first one rabbit came through the brush, and then the second, I raised my shotgun, fired a shot at the second rabbit and missed. Those rabbits for some reason made a full circle and there they were again. I missed my chance.
So that was the day when I learned how some animals, who knows maybe all animals tend to run in circles. I do know that when I had gotten lost hunting squirrels and thought I was heading away from where I started I found myself back in the spot at which I started. What is it I thought? Why do we go in circles–does it have to do with a dominant foot always turning us left or right?
Somebody smarter than me will have to help me here with this one.
With my symptoms of depression, I too keep circling trying to figure out in my head why I am depressed. The more I spiral downward in the unending circle of despair, the more I return to those many places I have been before. None of these places gave me comfort or answers to the why I am depressed–only the fact that I have been here before. The mind when burdened appears to run in circles as well. What’s chasing us?