On this New Year’s day, I find that my work for my life today, and just for today, is to reflect on a time in my life that I have experienced a feeling of happiness and contentment. If I can’t remember a pleasant situation from the past, I will construct a happy situation and imagine it occurring right now. Why not?
“In getting my priorities straight, my depression got better.”
CLARICATION OF THOUGHT
In my relationship to God, I am beginning to realize that it isn’t so much that I don’t believe that I’ll ever feel better, but that I just can’t know for sure. My first priority is to admit that I do have a problem and that with God’s help, I can through my depression.
As soon as I give up my victim stance and begin to take responsibility for my feelings and my life, I can start to work as if my recovery is really up to me and that I will, in time, succeed in getting out of this deep dark hole that I call depression. My priority is to begin each day with the conviction that the Twelve Steps will be an aid in my getting out of depression.
God, we seek your guidance and your strength for our lives. Whatever we have lost or feel we have lost, please heal the “holes in our souls” and fill them with your love and serenity. In our quiet time today, this first day of the New Year, show us what part of us needs to be healed.
See Steps 1,2, and 3.
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