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The Dopamine Trap: Why Depression Makes Even Fun Things Feel Like a Chore

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The Strange Effect of Depression on Enjoyment

Imagine this: You finally have some free time. You sit down to play a game, read a book, or pick up an old hobby—but something feels wrong. The excitement you once felt is gone. The activity that used to bring you joy now feels exhausting, almost like a chore. Instead of looking forward to it, you procrastinate, feeling guilty that you “should” be enjoying it.

If this sounds familiar, you’re not alone. One of the most frustrating aspects of depression is that it robs you of motivation and pleasure, even for things you used to love. This phenomenon isn’t just about mood; it’s rooted in neuroscience, particularly in how dopamine, the brain’s motivation and reward chemical, functions.

This article explores why depression makes fun things feel like work, how dopamine plays a role, and what you can do to break the cycle—with the help of evidence-based strategies from Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT), Dialectical Behavioral Therapy (DBT), and neuroscience-backed techniques.

Why Hobbies Stop Feeling Rewarding: The Role of Dopamine Dysregulation

To understand why hobbies stop feeling enjoyable, we first need to look at how dopamine works and what happens when it becomes dysregulated.

Dopamine: More Than Just a “Feel-Good” Chemical

Dopamine is a neurotransmitter that regulates motivation, anticipation, and effort—not just pleasure itself. It helps your brain determine what is worth doing and provides the drive to pursue rewarding activities.

  • In a healthy brain, dopamine is released in response to an anticipated reward, reinforcing behaviors that lead to pleasure or fulfillment.
  • In depression, however, this system doesn’t function properly. Rewards don’t trigger the expected dopamine response, making even enjoyable activities feel unrewarding or exhausting.

How Dopamine Function Becomes Disrupted

Dopamine dysregulation in depression happens due to a combination of biological, psychological, and environmental factors:

  1. Chronic Stress and Cortisol Overload
    • When the brain is under prolonged stress, cortisol (the stress hormone) increases.
    • Excessive cortisol interferes with dopamine production and signaling, making it harder for the brain to recognize rewards.
    • Studies have shown that high cortisol levels blunt dopamine transmission, contributing to anhedonia (Pizzagalli, 2014).
  2. Reduced Dopamine Receptor Sensitivity
    • Over time, if dopamine is not used efficiently, the brain reduces the sensitivity of dopamine receptors.
    • This means that even when you engage in an activity that should be rewarding, the brain fails to process the pleasure properly.
  3. Lack of Novelty and Dopamine Burnout
    • The dopamine system thrives on variety and challenge. When life becomes repetitive or monotonous, dopamine activity naturally declines.
    • If a person is stuck in the same routine with little variation, they stop associating hobbies with excitement, making them feel more like obligations.
  4. Inflammation and Neural Fatigue
    • Research suggests that inflammation in the brain can lower dopamine levels and contribute to depression-related fatigue (Felger & Lotrich, 2013).
    • This can make even small tasks feel overwhelming, as the brain doesn’t generate enough energy to initiate effort.
  5. Avoidance Behavior and Dopamine Deprivation
    • Depression often causes avoidance behaviors—people stop doing things because they expect them to be exhausting or unfulfilling.
    • But avoidance itself deprives the brain of dopamine, reinforcing the cycle of low motivation and anhedonia.

In short, dopamine dysfunction in depression isn’t just a lack of pleasure—it’s a system-wide failure of motivation, anticipation, and effort regulation.

The Difference Between Wanting vs. Enjoying an Activity

One of the biggest mental traps in depression is the belief that not wanting to do something means you don’t actually enjoy it. This false belief can lead to unnecessary self-doubt and reinforce avoidance behaviors.

“I Don’t Want To” vs. “I Don’t Enjoy It”

  • Depression makes it hard to start activities, but that doesn’t necessarily mean the activity itself has lost all meaning or value.
  • Some people still enjoy things once they start, but the initial activation energy required to begin feels too high.
  • Others experience “numb pleasure”—going through the motions of an activity but feeling disconnected from it.

Why This Belief Develops in Depression

This mental distortion happens because depression disrupts the way the brain anticipates rewards. Instead of expecting something to feel good, the brain expects it to be effortful or empty, making motivation harder to access.

🔹 Key study: Research shows that depressed individuals tend to underestimate future enjoyment, even when they later report having liked the activity once they started (Dunn et al., 2011).

CBT Insight: The “Emotional Reasoning” Trap

Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT) identifies this thinking pattern as “emotional reasoning”—the belief that because you don’t feel like doing something, it must not be worth doing (Beck, 1979).

The truth? Motivation often follows action, not the other way around.

CBT practitioners emphasize that small actions can create momentum, even if motivation is low at first. This is why behavioral activation—starting with small, manageable activities—is a core part of depression treatment (Dimidjian et al., 2006).

How to Reignite Interest in Hobbies (Without Forcing Fun)

The key to rebuilding motivation isn’t about waiting for inspiration to strike—it’s about using small, intentional actions to reignite engagement.

1. The 5-Minute Rule: Trick Your Brain Into Starting (CBT – Behavioral Activation)

One of the biggest hurdles in depression is getting started. The 5-Minute Rule helps bypass this resistance:

👉 Tell yourself, “I’ll do this for just five minutes.”

Why it works:

  • It removes pressure—five minutes feels manageable.
  • Once you start, you often keep going.
  • Even if you stop after five minutes, you’ve still disrupted avoidance behavior (a key CBT principle).

🔹 Example Behavioral Activation Activities Using the 5-Minute Rule:
✔ Draw a single line on paper. If you feel like continuing, do so. If not, you still did something.
✔ Put on workout clothes. You don’t have to exercise—just wear them for five minutes.
✔ Read one paragraph. If you want to stop, stop—but more often than not, you’ll keep reading.

2. Micro-Rewards: Hacking Dopamine with Small Wins

When depression reduces the brain’s ability to anticipate pleasure, introducing small, tangible rewards can help rebuild dopamine associations.

💡 Ways to introduce micro-rewards:
✔ Checklists (crossing things off provides a dopamine boost).
✔ Listening to music while engaging in activities.
✔ Gamifying tasks (using apps like Habitica to turn chores into a game).

3. Curiosity Over Fun: Lowering the Expectation (DBT – Radical Acceptance)

If nothing feels fun, shift your focus from “enjoyment” to curiosity.

👉 Instead of asking, “Do I feel like doing this?”, try: “What if I just explore it?”

📌 Low-pressure ideas:

  • Watch a random documentary.
  • Learn a single new fact.
  • Doodle without the pressure of creating something “good.”

🔹 DBT encourages radical acceptance—the idea that you don’t have to like your current situation to engage with it. This can help reduce the pressure of trying to “force” enjoyment (Linehan, 1993).

4. Change the Medium: A New Way to Engage

Maybe the format is the problem, not the hobby itself.

✅ Try a different version:

  • Books feel overwhelming? Try audiobooks.
  • Gaming feels empty? Try multiplayer or cooperative games.
  • Used to write? Try voice memos instead of full drafts.

5. Body Before Mind: Use Physical Priming (CBT + DBT – Opposite Action)

  • Physical movement increases dopamine and energy.
  • Even small actions (stretching, walking, cold exposure) can help jumpstart motivation.

🔹 Research shows that light exposure, movement, and cold stimulation can increase dopamine levels, potentially improving mood regulation (Caldwell & Wetherell, 2020).

Conclusion: Redefining “Enjoyment” During Depression

Depression makes motivation difficult, but not impossible. The feeling that hobbies are meaningless or exhausting is not a permanent state—it’s a reflection of how depression affects the brain’s ability to anticipate and experience rewards. This means that even if an activity doesn’t feel enjoyable right now, that doesn’t mean it’s lost its value forever.

The most important thing to remember is that you don’t have to wait to feel motivated before you take action. In fact, waiting for motivation often reinforces the cycle of avoidance. Taking small, intentional steps—without pressure—helps signal to the brain that engagement is still possible.

How to Approach Recovery: Small, Intentional Shifts

  • Start small. Even the smallest action—reading a sentence, pressing play on a song, stepping outside for one minute—can help break the cycle of avoidance and retrain the brain to associate activities with engagement rather than exhaustion.
  • Focus on curiosity over pressure. Instead of trying to “force” enjoyment, allow yourself to explore, experiment, and experience things without expectation. Sometimes, curiosity itself is enough to create momentum.
  • Remember that action precedes motivation. Depression tells you that you should wait to “feel” like doing something before acting. But in reality, taking action—even in small ways—creates the conditions for motivation to follow.

Progress Is Not Linear—And That’s Okay

Rebuilding motivation is not about pushing yourself to feel joy immediately. It’s about creating opportunities for engagement—even if that engagement feels different from before. Some days, you might find enjoyment, while other days, everything may still feel numb. Both experiences are part of recovery.

If an activity feels unbearable, try a smaller version of it. If it still doesn’t feel rewarding, that’s okay too. The goal is not perfection—the goal is persistence.

The Science of Hope: Dopamine Pathways Can Recover

One of the most encouraging findings in neuroscience is that dopamine pathways can regenerate. Research suggests that with time, engagement, and small behavioral changes, the brain can restore its ability to anticipate and experience pleasure (Heller et al., 2009). This means that the feeling of enjoyment can return—even if it feels out of reach right now.

Final Takeaway

Depression may make hobbies feel meaningless, but that doesn’t mean they are. You are not broken, and your capacity for joy is not lost—it is just temporarily inaccessible. By taking small steps, embracing curiosity, and shifting focus from pressure to exploration, you can gradually rebuild your connection to the things that once brought you happiness.

Until then, remember: even small steps forward are still steps forward.

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The Emotional Debt of Depression: Why Recovery Feels Like Climbing Out of a Hole

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The Weight of Three Lost Years

In December 2019, I experienced a loss that shattered me. What I thought was just grief stretched into something deeper—months became years. I wasn’t just sad; I was drowning in a dirty pit, but I didn’t realize it.

For over three years, I drifted through life in a fog, convinced I was failing rather than recognizing I was sick. Responsibilities piled up. Unanswered messages turned into shame and self-hate. Self-care became a brief distraction rather than real relief. Depression wasn’t just stealing my present—it was emotional debt, an overwhelming backlog of everything I had left undone.

By January 2023, I had nothing left. I decided to end it. But I was stopped, taken away, and released. At a crossroads, I chose to try living again—for reasons I won’t go into here. Seeking help led to diagnoses of Major Depressive Disorder (MDD), complex PTSD (cPTSD), and ADHD, finally giving me answers. I wasn’t lazy or broken—I had been unwell.

But knowing that didn’t erase the damage. Three years of untreated depression left me three years behind. I’m still climbing as it’s not just the three years of severe depression. I have had depressive periods throughout my life, like many of you. Depression isn’t just suffering in the moment—it’s the weight of neglect, avoidance, and shame. This article is for anyone stuck in that hole, wondering how to begin again. Because I’ve been there. 

And step by step, the debt can be repaid.

Section 1: Understanding Emotional Debt – The Accumulation of “Overdue” Life Responsibilities

Depression doesn’t just take away your happiness—it steals your ability to maintain your life. Tasks that once seemed simple—answering messages, doing the laundry, showering—start to feel impossible. As responsibilities pile up, they don’t just sit there. They gain weight.

Much like financial debt, emotional debt grows over time. The longer things go undone, the more overwhelming they feel, and the harder it becomes to start again. What might have been a simple five-minute task last week now feels like an impossible challenge.

What is Emotional Debt?

Just like unpaid bills rack up late fees and interest, emotional debt accumulates the longer it’s ignored. What starts as a few small undone tasks snowballs into an overwhelming burden that feels impossible to pay off.

  • Unfinished tasks: Bills go unpaid, emails pile up, dishes sit in the sink.
  • Neglected relationships: Messages go unanswered, friends fade away, and isolation grows.
  • Self-care disappears: Basic hygiene, meals, and doctor’s appointments become overwhelming.
  • Deadlines and obligations slip: Work, school, and personal responsibilities fall behind.

Why Does Depression Create This Debt?

Depression is more than just sadness—it fundamentally alters your brain’s ability to initiate and follow through on tasks.

  • Energy and motivation are drained.
    • Depression feels like moving through quicksand—everything takes more effort than it should.
    • Simple tasks become exhausting, leading to avoidance.
  • The brain deprioritizes non-essential activities.
    • When struggling to survive, things like chores and socializing feel unimportant.
    • This isn’t a conscious choice—your brain is rationing its limited energy.
  • The avoidance cycle begins.
    • Each undone task feels bigger and more shameful.
    • Avoidance brings temporary relief but worsens the long-term burden.
    • The heavier it gets, the more impossible it seems to start again.

The Invisible Cost of Emotional Debt

Unlike financial debt, emotional debt isn’t obvious to others.

  • The pressure builds quietly.
    • No one sees the unopened mail, the missed calls, or the untouched to-do lists weighing you down.
    • You may look fine on the surface while internally drowning.
  • Shame compounds the debt.
    • “Why can’t I just do this?”
    • “Everyone else manages—what’s wrong with me?”
    • Self-blame makes the debt feel like a personal failure rather than a symptom of depression.

The Path Forward: Recognizing the Debt Without Letting It Define You

If you’ve accumulated emotional debt, you’re not alone. And you’re not broken. Depression makes it easy to fall behind, but it doesn’t mean you’re incapable of moving forward.

  • The key isn’t repaying it all at once—it’s breaking the cycle of avoidance.
  • Small steps are the way out—momentum builds faster than you think.
  • Emotional debt is real, but it’s not permanent.
  • You are not past the point of recovery.

Depression makes you believe you’re buried, but in reality, you are not stuck—you’re just carrying too much. And little by little, you can start to let go.

For a more detailed article on the scientific reasons behind the apathy so common to depression, read here:
https://depressedanon.com/the-science-of-depression-and-apathy-why-its-hard-to-care-and-how-to-overcome-it/

Section 2: Guilt, Shame, and Learned Helplessness – The Traps That Keep Us Stuck

Depression doesn’t just weigh you down in the present—it convinces you that you can never climb out. Even when you recognize the emotional debt piling up, guilt, shame, and avoidance keep you trapped in the cycle. Each time you try to act, the overwhelming backlog of undone tasks makes starting feel impossible. These are the psychological traps that turn emotional debt into something that feels insurmountable.

Guilt and Shame: The Emotional Interest Rates

Much like financial debt, emotional debt doesn’t just sit there—it grows. The longer things remain undone, the more guilt and shame compound, making it even harder to start.

  • Guilt whispers, “You should have done this sooner.”
    • Even thinking about tackling overdue responsibilities triggers anxiety.
    • The weight of past mistakes makes even simple actions feel overwhelming.
  • Shame says, “You’re a failure for not doing it.”
    • It turns undone tasks into proof of worthlessness.
    • Rather than seeing struggles as part of an illness, shame makes them feel like defects.
    • Instead of motivating action, it reinforces the belief that trying is pointless.
  • The result? Avoidance.
    • Rather than facing the discomfort of catching up, the easiest response is to do nothing.
    • But the longer things go untouched, the greater the guilt and shame become.
    • This creates a self-reinforcing cycle—the more you avoid, the worse you feel, and the worse you feel, the more you avoid.

Avoidance Loops: The Psychological Equivalent of Minimum Payments

Avoidance is depression’s most effective trap. It tricks you into thinking you’re relieving stress by pushing things off, when in reality, you’re only delaying the inevitable while accumulating more emotional interest.

  • How avoidance loops start:
    • You don’t reply to a message → It feels too awkward to respond late → You never respond at all.
    • You miss a bill → Late fees pile up → You avoid checking your account.
    • You put off cleaning → The mess grows overwhelming → It feels impossible to start.
  • The consequences of avoidance:
    • Small tasks grow into huge burdens.
    • Anxiety increases because responsibilities don’t disappear—they just get heavier.
    • Each avoided action reinforces the belief that you’re incapable of handling life.
  • Breaking the cycle:
    • Recognizing avoidance as a temporary relief that leads to long-term stress.
    • Understanding that tackling one small thing is more effective than waiting for the “right moment” to do everything.
    • Finding ways to reduce decision fatigue—automating tasks, setting timers, or having accountability partners.

Learned Helplessness: When the Debt Feels Impossible to Pay Off

One of the cruelest tricks of depression is convincing you that nothing you do will make a difference. This mindset—learned helplessness—turns emotional debt into something that feels impossible to repay.

  • What is learned helplessness?
    • Repeated failures (or perceived failures) make it seem like trying isn’t worth it.
    • The belief that effort leads to disappointment, so it’s safer not to try at all.
    • Even when change is possible, depression convinces you it’s not.
  • How it keeps you stuck:
    • “I’ll never catch up, so why bother?”
    • “Even if I start, I’ll just fail again.”
    • “It’s too late to fix things now.”
  • How to challenge it:
    • Start small. Depression thrives on the idea that change must be drastic. 
      • Instead, prove to yourself that small actions matter.
    • Look for past successes, no matter how small. 
      • Even brushing your teeth after days of neglect is a win.
    • Create proof that effort pays off. 
      • Instead of focusing on what’s undone, focus on the moments where action—even tiny action—made life easier.

Breaking Free from the Traps: Reclaiming Your Life, One Step at a Time

Emotional debt feels permanent, but it isn’t. When you’re buried under years of avoidance, self-doubt, and unfinished responsibilities, it’s easy to believe that you’ll never climb out. But that belief—that you’re too far gone, too late, too broken—isn’t reality. It’s depression lying to you. Guilt, shame, and avoidance aren’t truths about who you are; they are symptoms of the illness you’ve been fighting. And like any illness, healing is possible.

The good news? You don’t have to fix everything at once. In fact, trying to do that will only make the weight feel heavier. The first step isn’t catching up—it’s stopping the cycle from getting worse. It’s choosing to act, even in the smallest way, instead of staying frozen.

  • Small actions build momentum.
    • Recovery isn’t one grand, sweeping effort—it’s a series of tiny choices.
    • Every single step forward, no matter how small, disproves the lie that effort doesn’t matter.
    • You don’t need to climb out of the hole in one leap; you just need to find one foothold.
  • Self-compassion is your lifeline.
    • Beating yourself up won’t make progress easier—it will just make the climb feel steeper.
    • Let go of the idea that you should have done better and focus on what you can do now.
    • The past may have been shaped by depression, but the future is shaped by the choices you make today.
  • You are not behind—you are rebuilding.
    • It’s not about “catching up” to where you think you should be.
    • It’s about creating a life that feels lighter, more manageable, and more hopeful.
    • Healing doesn’t mean erasing the past—it means choosing to move forward despite it.

If depression has buried you in debt, recovery from this debt is the process of reclaiming your future, one step at a time. No matter how deep the hole feels, there is always a way forward. And even if you can’t see the progress yet, every small act of self-care, every moment of effort, every choice to keep going is proof that you are already climbing out.

Section 3: Climbing Out of the Hole – Building a Sustainable Path Forward

Emotional debt isn’t repaid overnight, and recovery isn’t about rushing to “catch up” with life. It’s about creating a sustainable path forward—one where you’re not just surviving, but slowly rebuilding, with less weight on your shoulders.

The most important thing to remember? You are not beyond saving. No matter how long you’ve been stuck, no matter how much feels undone, progress is always possible.

1. Redefining Success – Small Wins Over Big Fixes

Depression convinces you that unless you can fix everything, it’s not worth trying. But real progress happens in small, steady steps.

  • Set “low-bar” goals that feel achievable.
    • Instead of “I need to clean my whole house,” try “I will clear one small space.”
    • Instead of “I need to fix all my relationships,” try “I will send one message.”
  • Celebrate every step forward.
    • Success isn’t about speed—it’s about consistency.
    • Every small action is proof that you are capable of moving forward.
  • Accept that some things may remain unfinished.
    • Not everything has to be “made up” to move on.
    • Focus on what will serve you now, not what’s already past.

2. Breaking Free From the “All-or-Nothing” Trap

Depression makes it easy to fall into extremes—either you do everything, or you do nothing. But the truth is, every bit of progress counts, even if it’s imperfect.

  • Progress doesn’t have to be linear.
    • Some days you’ll get a lot done. Other days, just getting out of bed is a victory.
    • That’s normal. Moving forward doesn’t mean never slipping back.
  • Partial success is still success.
    • Washing half the dishes is better than washing none.
    • Responding to one message is better than ignoring all of them.
    • Doing something is always better than doing nothing.
  • Make “good enough” your new standard.
    • A slightly messy room is still more functional than an overwhelming disaster.
    • A short check-in with a friend is still a connection.
    • Progress is about lightening the weight, not achieving perfection.

3. Building Routines That Support You, Not Drain You

Rebuilding your life after depression isn’t about willpower—it’s about systems. Making things easier for yourself increases the chance that you’ll follow through.

  • Lower decision fatigue.
    • Reduce the mental energy needed for daily tasks.
    • Prep simple meals, keep a “default” outfit, or set up reminders.
    • Fewer choices mean less overwhelm.
  • Use structure as support, not pressure.
    • A loose plan (e.g., “I’ll do laundry on Sundays”) is helpful.
    • A rigid, perfectionist plan (e.g., “I must clean everything today”) is self-defeating.
    • Allow flexibility—your schedule should help, not punish.
  • Make self-care automatic.
    • If you struggle with remembering basic needs, pair them with existing habits.
    • Example: Brush your teeth while waiting for coffee.
    • Example: Drink water every time you check your phone.

4. Finding Support – You Don’t Have to Do This Alone

Recovery doesn’t have to be a solo journey. The more you can lean on support systems, the easier it is to break free from emotional debt.

  • Seek understanding, not judgment.
    • The right people won’t shame you for what you’ve struggled with.
    • Talking about your experience can help lift the burden of isolation.
  • Professional help can make a difference.
    • Therapy, medication, or coaching can provide tools and perspective.
    • If you don’t know where to start, a small step (even just looking up options) is progress.
  • Accountability helps, even in small ways.
    • A friend to check in with can provide gentle encouragement.
    • Even virtual communities can offer motivation and support.

5. Looking Ahead – The Future is Still Yours

It’s easy to feel like the past has defined you, like the years lost to depression have set your future in stone. But you are not your past. You are not your mistakes, your missed opportunities, or the things left undone.

  • You are still here. And that means you still have a chance to rebuild.
  • The life you want is still possible, even if it takes time.
  • Step by step, you are moving forward. And that is enough.

No matter how deep the debt, there is always a way out.

And you, right now, are already taking the first step.

Conclusion: Climbing Out of the Hole, One Step at a Time

Recovering from depression isn’t about paying everything back at once—it’s about breaking the cycle of avoidance and proving to yourself, one small step at a time, that progress is possible.

At first, it feels impossible. The weight of everything left undone presses down, and the guilt, shame, and exhaustion make even the smallest actions seem pointless. Depression convinces you that if you can’t fix everything, there’s no point in trying at all. But here’s the truth: Every step forward—no matter how small—is progress.

  • Washing one dish is progress.
  • Sending one message is progress.
  • Getting out of bed, even if it’s just to sit somewhere else, is progress.
  • Choosing to believe, even for a moment, that tomorrow can be better—that’s progress too.

You don’t need to erase the past. You don’t need to fix everything overnight. You just need to start moving forward, little by little, until the weight begins to lift.

The climb may be slow. Some days, you may slip back. But you are still moving. And the more you move, the lighter the burden becomes. The tasks that once felt impossible begin to feel manageable. The shame that once kept you frozen starts to loosen its grip. Little by little, step by step, you realize that the future isn’t as out of reach as depression made it seem.

Emotional debt is real. It is overwhelming. But it is also repayable. 

You are not too far gone. 

You are not broken. 

And you are not alone in this.

No matter how deep the hole feels, you are already climbing out. And that is enough.

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– https://depressedanon.com/author/chrism/

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The Science of Depression and Apathy: Why It’s Hard to Care and How to Overcome It

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Understanding Apathy in Depression: The Brain’s Role and How to Reignite Motivation

Apathy—the feeling of not caring, lacking motivation, and struggling to take action—is a common and frustrating symptom of depression. It can make even the simplest tasks feel overwhelming and strip away enjoyment from things that once brought pleasure. Many people experiencing apathy describe it as feeling emotionally “numb” or disconnected, making it hard to engage with life in meaningful ways.

This isn’t just a matter of willpower—it’s rooted in the brain. Changes in brain chemistry, disrupted neural pathways, and prolonged stress responses all contribute to the difficulty in finding motivation. When key brain systems are out of sync, activities that once felt rewarding may seem pointless, and even basic self-care can feel exhausting.

The good news is that apathy isn’t permanent, and there are ways to gently restore motivation. By understanding the biological causes, we can use targeted strategies—such as lifestyle changes, DBT techniques, and other practical tools—to work with the brain rather than against it. Small, consistent steps can gradually rebuild engagement, making it easier to reconnect with daily life.

1. Neurotransmitter Imbalances (Brain Chemicals Out of Sync)

What’s Happening?

Neurotransmitters like dopamine, serotonin, and norepinephrine that help send signals between nerve cells, helping regulate mood, motivation, and energy levels. In depression:

  • Dopamine (the “motivation & reward” chemical) is often low, making activities feel unrewarding.
  • Serotonin (the “mood stabilizer”) can be depleted, leading to feelings of emptiness.
  • Norepinephrine (the “energy & focus” chemical) may be lacking, causing sluggishness and lack of drive.

How It Feels:

  • “I know I should get up and do something, but I just don’t care.”
  • “Nothing feels interesting or worth the effort.”
  • “Even simple tasks seem exhausting.”

Easily Available Remedies:

  • Dopamine Boosters:
    • Behavioral Activation (DBT Technique): Start small with one task, even if you don’t feel like it. Completing something, even small, can trigger a dopamine release.
    • Eat Protein-Rich Foods: Eggs, lean meats, nuts, and seeds help the brain produce dopamine naturally.
    • Celebrate Small Wins: Checking off tasks, no matter how small, reinforces reward pathways.
    • Engage in Play & Novelty: Trying new things (even a new coffee shop or music genre) can stimulate dopamine.
  • Serotonin Boosters:
    • Get Sunlight: 10–20 minutes of sunlight daily boosts serotonin production. If sunlight is scarce, consider a light therapy lamp.
    • Exercise (Even Light Activity): Walking, stretching, or gentle yoga can naturally raise serotonin levels.
    • Complex Carbs & Omega-3s: Whole grains, bananas, salmon, and walnuts help serotonin production.
    • Gratitude Practice: Listing three things you appreciate can subtly improve serotonin levels.
  • Norepinephrine Boosters:
    • Cold Showers or Splashing Cold Water on Face: Activates alertness by stimulating norepinephrine.
    • Listening to Upbeat Music: Can improve alertness and mood.

2. Brain Structure & Connectivity Issues

What’s Happening?

Brain imaging studies show that depression reduces activity in the prefrontal cortex (responsible for decision-making, motivation, and self-regulation) and alters the function of the basal ganglia (involved in movement and reward). These changes make starting tasks and feeling motivated physically harder.

How It Feels:

  • “I know I need to do this, but my brain just won’t cooperate.”
  • “Everything feels mentally ‘foggy’ or slow.”
  • “I want to care, but it feels impossible.”

Easily Available Remedies:

  • Mindfulness & Deep Breathing (DBT Technique): Activating the prefrontal cortex through meditation or guided breathing helps re-engage decision-making abilities.
  • ‘5-Minute Rule’: Commit to just five minutes of an activity. Once you start, it’s easier to keep going.
  • Movement-Based Therapy: Even slow, rhythmic movements (walking, stretching, rocking) stimulate the basal ganglia, making action feel more natural.
  • Cognitive Engagement: Reading, puzzles, or mentally stimulating activities (even games) can help reconnect brain pathways.

3. White Matter & Neural Pathway Disruptions

What’s Happening?

Depression can affect white matter, which is responsible for connecting different brain regions. When these connections weaken, it becomes harder to transition from thought to action, and emotions and motivation may feel “disconnected.”

How It Feels:

  • “I want to care, but it feels like my brain won’t let me.”
  • “My thoughts feel stuck or disconnected.”
  • “I can think about what I should do, but I can’t make myself do it.”

Easily Available Remedies:

  • Physical Touch & Sensory Input:
    • Weighted blankets or hugging something soft can activate the nervous system, improving processing speed.
    • Holding an object (like a stress ball) while thinking about a task can bridge the gap between thought and action.
  • Routine & Repetition: The brain strengthens used pathways, so sticking to small, repeated actions (e.g., morning coffee ritual, a short daily walk) rewires motivation circuits over time.
  • Journaling (DBT Technique): Writing down small, actionable steps reinforces connections between thinking and doing.

4. Inflammation & Stress Hormones

What’s Happening?

Chronic stress and depression increase inflammation and over-activate the HPA axis (the stress-response system), leading to high levels of cortisol (the stress hormone). This can shut down motivation and energy over time.

How It Feels:

  • “I feel constantly drained and heavy.”
  • “I can’t handle even small amounts of stress.”
  • “Everything feels overwhelming and exhausting.”

Easily Available Remedies:

  • Anti-Inflammatory Foods:
    • Turmeric, ginger, green tea, blueberries, and dark chocolate have been linked to reduced inflammation and improved mood.
    • Probiotics (yogurt, kimchi, sauerkraut) help gut health, which is connected to mood regulation.
  • Gentle Movement:
    • Restorative yoga or slow stretching reduces cortisol levels and promotes relaxation.
  • Grounding Techniques (DBT Strategy):
    • Engaging the five senses (noticing textures, scents, and sounds) shifts the body out of stress mode and lowers cortisol.

5. Apathy vs. Depression: Understanding the Difference

What’s Happening?

  • Depression includes persistent sadness, guilt, and emotional pain.
  • Apathy is more about feeling empty, indifferent, or lacking motivation. Some people with apathy don’t feel deeply sad—they just feel nothing.

How It Feels:

  • “I don’t feel sad, I just don’t feel anything.”
  • “Even things I know I used to love don’t spark interest.”
  • “I don’t have the energy to care about anything.”

Easily Available Remedies:

  • Act ‘As If’ (DBT Opposite Action Strategy):
    • Even if you don’t feel like engaging, acting as if you do (e.g., putting on upbeat music, forcing a smile, standing up straight) can create emotional momentum.
  • Social Connection:
    • Even short, low-effort interactions (texting a friend, sitting in a café) can stimulate engagement without requiring deep emotional effort.
  • Creative Expression:
    • If verbal communication feels exhausting, express through art, music, or movement.

Final Thoughts: Small Steps Lead to Big Changes

Apathy in depression is not a personal failure—it’s the result of complex biochemical and neurological processes. The key is to work with your brain, using small, manageable steps to gently reignite motivation.

These strategies might seem small, difficult, or even silly at first—especially when motivation is low. However, science shows that even tiny actions can gradually rewire the brain and restore a sense of engagement. The key is consistency; small efforts build over time, making it easier to regain momentum.

If apathy is severe and persistent, consider professional support, such as therapy, medication, or structured behavioral programs. You are not alone in this, and there are ways to regain motivation and joy, one step at a time.

This article is dedicated to my dear friend Max, whose strength and resilience in the face of struggle continue to inspire me. You’ve been there for me in ways that I strive to match, and I hope these insights can offer you the same support and understanding you’ve always given me. May we both continue to grow, support one another, and find hope in the smallest steps.

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DBT Grounding Techniques – Part 5 Putting It Into Use

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Part 5: Putting It All Together – Creating Your Grounding Ritual

You’ve now explored Mindfulness, Distress Tolerance, Emotion Regulation, and Interpersonal Effectiveness—each offering powerful tools to help you stay grounded in difficult moments. But real-life challenges don’t always fit neatly into one category. That’s why the final step is about combining these techniques into a structured grounding ritual that you can turn to whenever you need stability.

When emotions overwhelm you, drawing from all four DBT modules can create a powerful and structured grounding ritual. Combining these practices helps you address the physical, emotional, and relational aspects of distress, guiding you toward calmness and control.

By integrating skills from all four DBT modules, you can create a personalized approach to managing distress, regulating emotions, and staying present—even in the toughest moments. Let’s explore how to bring it all together.

Step 1: Pause and Breathe Deeply (Mindfulness)

Start by grounding yourself in the present moment. Mindfulness creates the mental space needed to approach the situation with clarity.

How to Practice:

  • Take a deep breath, inhaling for 4 counts, holding for 4, and exhaling for 6.
  • Visualize your breath as a wave, washing tension out of your body.
  • If your thoughts wander, gently guide them back to your breath without judgment.

Why It Works:
This activates your parasympathetic nervous system, calming your body and quieting your mind so you can think more clearly.

Step 2: Splash Cold Water on Your Face (Distress Tolerance)

Engage your body to interrupt the cycle of emotional overwhelm. TIPP skills are especially useful for regaining control in the moment.

How to Practice:

  • Use cold water, hold an ice cube, or place a cold compress on your forehead or cheeks.
  • Pair this with paced breathing to further calm your system.

Why It Works:
The temperature change triggers your dive reflex, reducing heart rate and calming the body. This brings you back to the present.

Step 3: Challenge the Thought Causing Overwhelmedness (Emotion Regulation)

Once your body feels calmer, examine the thoughts driving your emotional reaction.

How to Practice:

  • Ask yourself: “What triggered this feeling? Is it based on facts or assumptions?”
  • Use the “Check the Facts” technique to reframe exaggerated or unhelpful thoughts.
  • Example: Replace “I can’t handle this” with “I’m feeling overwhelmed, but I can take it one step at a time.”

Why It Works:
Shifting your perspective helps you address emotions logically, reducing their intensity and making them easier to manage.

Step 4: Communicate Using DEAR MAN (Interpersonal Effectiveness)

If another person is involved in the situation, use DEAR MAN to express yourself effectively and maintain the relationship.

How to Practice:

  • Describe the situation: “When you didn’t respond to my message…”
  • Express your feelings: “…I felt hurt and unsure if you were upset with me.”
  • Assert what you need: “I’d appreciate a quick reply, even if it’s just to say you’ll respond later.”
  • Reinforce the benefit: “This way, I’ll know everything’s okay between us.”

Why It Works:
Clear, calm communication reduces misunderstandings and fosters connection, even in emotionally charged moments.

Creating a Flow for Your Grounding Ritual

  1. Pause and Focus (Mindfulness):
    Take 1-2 minutes to ground yourself through breathing or observing your surroundings with the Five-Senses exercise.
  2. Shift Your Physical State (Distress Tolerance):
    Use a temperature-based TIPP skill or self-soothing technique to calm your body. Radical Acceptance of the situation may assist now or at the next stage in this flow.
  3. Examine and Adjust Your Thoughts (Emotion Regulation):
    Check the facts or use opposite action to address unhelpful emotional patterns.
  4. Engage With Others Mindfully (Interpersonal Effectiveness):
    If the situation involves another person, use DEAR MAN or FAST to maintain your boundaries and self-respect while fostering understanding.

Example in Practice:

Scenario: You’re feeling overwhelmed after receiving criticism from a colleague.

  1. Mindfulness: Step outside for a moment, take a deep breath, and focus on the sensation of the air against your skin.
  2. Distress Tolerance: Hold a cold water bottle against your wrists to calm your body.
  3. Emotion Regulation: Ask yourself, “Was their criticism factual, or am I interpreting it as a personal attack?” Reframe the thought: “This feedback is an opportunity to grow, not a judgment of my worth.”
  4. Interpersonal Effectiveness: Use DEAR MAN to address the issue with your colleague:
    • Describe: “When you shared your feedback earlier…”
    • Express: “…I felt caught off guard and a bit overwhelmed.”
    • Assert: “I’d like to understand more so I can improve.”
    • Reinforce: “This will help me meet expectations better in the future.”

Why This Works

By integrating techniques from all four DBT modules, you address the emotional, physical, and relational aspects of distress. This holistic approach helps you regain control, navigate challenges effectively, and build resilience over time.

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DBT Grounding Techniques – Part 2 Distress Tolerance

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Part 2: Distress Tolerance – Riding Out the Storm

When emotions become overwhelming, it can feel like you’re trapped in a tidal wave of distress. In these moments, it’s easy to fall into impulsive reactions that might bring short-term relief but create bigger problems in the long run. Distress tolerance is about getting through the moment safely—without making things worse.

These techniques won’t solve the underlying issue, but they will help you stay grounded, regain control, and make it to the other side with clarity. Let’s explore practical DBT strategies that can help you endure emotional intensity while keeping your well-being intact.

Distress tolerance focuses on managing emotional pain without resorting to harmful or impulsive behaviors. These skills are not about solving problems, but rather about enduring intense moments in a way that allows you to regain control. Below are grounding practices drawn from this module to help you survive difficult situations.

1. TIPP Skills: Physically Resetting Your Emotional State

The TIPP skills are designed to help regulate your body’s physical and emotional response to distress. By addressing your physiological state, you can interrupt the cycle of emotional overwhelmedness.

How to Practice TIPP:

  1. Temperature: This shocks your system and stimulates the dive reflex, which can lower your heart rate and help you feel calmer.
    • Use cold sensations to quickly reduce emotional intensity.
    • Example: Hold an ice cube in your hand, splash cold water on your face, or place a cold pack on the back of your neck.
  2. Intense Exercise: This releases endorphins, which naturally improve mood and reduce stress.
    • Engage in a brief burst of physical activity to channel nervous energy.
    • Example: Try jumping jacks, push-ups, running in place, or a brisk walk.
  3. Paced Breathing:
    • Focus on slowing your breath to calm your nervous system.
    • Example: Inhale deeply for 4 counts, hold for 4 counts, and exhale slowly for 6-8 counts. Imagine each exhale as a release of tension, activating your parasympathetic “rest and digest” system.
  4. Progressive Muscle Relaxation: This technique reduces physical tension and signals safety to your brain.
    • Tense and relax muscle groups systematically, starting from your feet and moving upward to your head.
    • Example: Tense your feet for 5 seconds, release, and notice the relaxation. Then move to your calves, thighs, etc.

2. Self-Soothing Using the Five Senses

Self-soothing involves nurturing yourself by engaging your senses in comforting ways. This practice can help you feel grounded and cared for during moments of distress.

How to Practice:

  1. Touch:
    • Wrap yourself in a soft blanket, hold a stuffed animal, or apply lotion with a calming scent.
    • Feel the comforting texture and focus on the sensations.
  2. Taste:
    • Sip a warm cup of tea, savor a piece of chocolate, or chew mint gum.
    • Focus on the flavors and how they change with each bite or sip.
  3. Smell:
    • Light a scented candle, use essential oils, or smell something familiar and comforting, like freshly baked cookies or a favorite lotion.
  4. Sound:
    • Listen to calming music, nature sounds, or a playlist of songs that uplift you.
    • Pay attention to the rhythm, melody, or lyrics.
  5. Sight:
    • Look at soothing images, like photos of loved ones or nature scenes you like.
    • Focus on the colors, patterns, and details.

3. Distract with ACCEPTS: Redirecting Your Focus

ACCEPTS is an acronym for distraction techniques that help you shift your attention away from distressing emotions to regain control.

How to Practice ACCEPTS:

  1. Activities:
    • Engage in something productive or fun, like cleaning, painting, gardening, or watching a movie.
    • Keep your hands and mind busy.
  2. Contributing:
    • Shifting focus to others can provide a sense of purpose.
    • Example: Help someone else by volunteering, sending a kind message, or running an errand for a friend.
  3. Comparisons:
    • This helps reframe your mindset and build resilience.
    • Example: Compare your current situation to a past challenge you have overcome or think of someone who inspires you.
  4. Emotions:
    • By sparking new emotions, you can shift out of distress.
    • Example: Seek something that elicits a positive emotion or one that is different from what you are currently feeling, like watching a funny video or listening to upbeat music.
  5. Pushing Away:
    • Mentally set aside the problem for now. Visualize putting it in a box and “shelving” it.
    • Remind yourself you can return to it later when you feel more capable.
  6. Thoughts:
    • Intellectual focus can disrupt ruminative thoughts.
    • Example: Distract your mind by counting backward from 100 by sevens, solving a puzzle, or reading something engaging.
  7. Sensations:
    • Introduce a physical sensation to interrupt emotional overwhelm, like holding a stress ball, taking a hot shower, or chewing something crunchy.

Combining Practices

In moments of intense distress, you can layer these techniques for maximum effect:

  1. Begin with a TIPP skill to quickly reset your body’s emotional state.
  2. Transition into Self-Soothing to create a sense of comfort and safety.
  3. Use ACCEPTS to redirect your focus and engage with activities that help you feel in control.

These skills empower you to endure emotional pain, giving you time and space to process it without reacting impulsively.

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Crosstalk: What is it and Why we don’t do it at Meetings

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Come to Depressed Anonymous meetings and you will hear “there is no crosstalk at this meeting but members can comment directly to speakers in the chat.” The online dictionary says: Crosstalk is giving advice, criticizing or making comments about what others have already shared; questioning or interrupting the person speaking or talking while someone is sharing. Another definition which is exceedingly compelling is crosstalk is described as “casual conversation.”

What do we talk about at Depressed Anonymous meetings? There is quite a broad spectrum through the challenges and positivity, deep heartfelt experiences/feelings. We “tell on ourselves” revealing things that we would rather not be known of us yet, that is a power in dissolving shame and fear. Simple listening becomes a blessing of insights and enlightenment, simply by hearing each other. We talk “program talk” and that is not casual conversation. We learn to live one-day-at-a-time. It is not easy though it has been called “simple.” To turn the page on negativity, low energy, despair, hopelessness and choose gratitude, action and positivity is definitely not easy. Yet we are rewarded with the prospect of continuing future growth, freedom from depression. Oh, it may most certainly not be every day and moment but we hear and learn, learning as children do by repeating for our own selves what we hear has worked for our companions. We get a boost, a glimmer: “What a relief, I can get better.” After all, we come here to get better, to learn and practice the tools and develop skills to get better. Then we get to reveal the true person we really are and shed the mistaken identity falsely projected onto the screen of our minds by Depression. And the one price of admission: the desire to stop saddening ourselves. The sharing we hear may be baffling, intense, stressful. There may be heartbreak, trauma. But here we divide our sorrows and when we share our victories and gains, we double our joys. Because we are witnessed and witnessing with open hearts, with loving attention and care. That is the DA Difference, to meet each other with open hearts, loving attention and care. We see each other improving, we see ourselves with time and patience and practice, improving. We hear “I haven’t been depressed since coming to DA…” “I come to meetings, work the steps, I got a sponsor… I am getting better too.”

These are not casual conversations. No No! these are sacred words of truth, hope, light, love spoken then integrated in mind-heart-spirit. Individually and collectively, we improve. Sooner and later, we improve.

This sharing is not casual conversation. We mute ourselves when not speaking and even though we may heartily agree with what is being said, there is no “yes,” “Ah-ha,” “mmm.” There is no murmuring, no background noise because to glimpse and catch Higher Power’s idea for ourselves, well, these are flashes of silent-robed listening, devoted conscious attention.

We are hearing brilliant and commonplace miracles, they may be cloaked in tedium. Spirit is expressing through each one. With that comes great hope, great empathy, great informing of heart-mind-soul. There is IGNITION. Aeronautically speaking, “We have liftoff, Houston.” With each other, our meetings, our Twelve Steps, we spark the will to live as our true selves. We receive Grace, we Surrender, we take the Action and our stories of the miracles of living 24-four-hour days each day arise. Get ready: Hope is stoked, The Lights are On. We shine for ourselves, we shine for each other.

Doreen K, in Boston, MA January 2025

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Is Serenity Boring?

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On the phone with a fellow traveler this morning, a question arose.  Is Serenity boring?  Let us consult.  So Oxford Languages says:  serenity is the state of being calm, peaceful, and untroubled.  Boring (same dictionary) means not interesting, tedious.  This called up an immediate yawn in a three-part sigh, my hand over my mouth and feeling tired.  If we go a step further and look up Depression, Oxford says:  a medical condition in which a person feels very sad, anxious and without hope and often has physical symptoms as being unable to sleep.  (Of course, that is without Depressed Anonymous.)

Clearly, none of these is alike or interchangeable.  Serenity is a beckoning warmth, it invites us to “calm”, “untroubled ” waters.  At least every other day, I walk the 1 and 5/8 miles around Jamaica Pond.  This habit I acquired from hearing at a meeting how walking could help my depression.  Each day is a little different but my favorites are the clear-as-glass, not-a-ripple in the water except the trailing stream that follows the single file geese babies sandwiched straight up between the mom and dad.  And the end of day dusk walks with enough light for the trees and shrubs to be two places at once:  on the shore and topping the water in a marvelous mirage.  When it is quite dark dusk, it takes a while for eyes to focus in such pale light.  But then comes the grand surprise:  a crane or heron in silhouette of black, white and grey.  These are the gift of the day and evening:  the Pond giveth…..  Oh, Thank God for nature, it sets me right, it lifts my heart, it takes the toxicity of the world and injects it with its antidote of Sacredness.

Now, about Serenity.  God does grant it but maybe not right on waking.  After an inspirational reading, a little meditation, my regular yoga, a walk around the condo praying for the planet especially the animals and blessing the space, talking or texting with my DA family via phone/What’s App, things are feeling pretty good.  Good enough to start my day both knowing and feeling  I am not alone.  These, for me, hold the seeds of hope and inspiration.

Today I started something new.  Because I want that sacred thread through my day, that conscious contact with the Power greater than myself through my day.  I want extraordinary, I want to have it, to hold it, to live it.  If you had a catechism you may remember the very first question/answer.  “Where is God?  God is everywhere”!!  How I wish that teaching was expounded so we could learn and know that there is nowhere that God is not, to the edges of the Universe and to each and every heart, God is there.  And so is Divine Peace, Joy, Presence, Knowing, Bliss.  These, like God,  are always available.  The Universe (another name of God) holds no grudges, and wants me to receive all of its Good and I can have that Good.  I only need to catch the glimpse (like that heron on the dusky pond) to see it with my very own eyes and to remember God is with me and all is well.

For these ideals, I find a new use for my phone.  Every two hours I sent an alarm and so when the chime rings, there I am in an instant appointment with Higher Power, no need to wait in line.  I talk and listen and offer a prayer.  Since last Summer its been particularly challenging and that reminds me my very best prayers are “Thy will be done, not mine” and “Thank You.”

So this is how I’m wired now, wired with Twelve Steps and single days.  If you are wired like this too, we can answer the question together, is any of this boring?  “We think not.”  And as for Depression, it is what it is.  Against me alone, it can take a shot, although I vow to kick that beast to the curb every time.  But against me + my Higher Power, and me + the Power of the Group, it doesn’t have a chance.

Is Serenity boring?  I/We ….. Think …… Not.

Doreen K., New Year’s Eve, 2023

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Depression is a process addiction

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Depression is a process addiction, just as alcoholism is a substance addiction.

A process addiction is when a person is addicted to a particular behavior. When we speak about one addiction, like the process addiction of depression, we can include them all. We are learning that the Twelve Step program of recovery can be used to overcome negative thinking and compulsive/addictive behavior for the person who sincerely wants to get emotionally, physically and spiritually healthy.

Our Depressed Anonymous fellowship is based on a hope that no matter how bad we feel, no matter how isolated we are, or how painful we feel, we do recover.

We discover that all our negative thinking, feeling and behaviors will no longer keep us captive, isolated and in the prison of our depression. We gradually begin to change the way we think and feel, learning how to motivate ourselves, using the Spiritual principles of the Twelve Steps, and begin to get active in our own recovery. Motivation follows action!

The main positive effect of making the Steps an integral part of our daily Lives is that people can come together and find the support of their Depressed Anonymous fellowship. They in turn will find the emotional nurturing acceptance of their group and learn the social skills that can help them gradually enter life again; with hope and a heightened spirit. Once people realize that they are not alone and that they hope that they too will feel better. The beauty of a self-help group is that a person feels acceptance from the group. No one is there to tell them to “snap out of it” or that depression is all in your mind.

Finally, we see our closed system of depression, with its negative addictive thinking, feelings of despair, coupled with those behaviors which keep us afraid and anxious, gradually are being dismantled. We discover that we have choices. We don’t have to stay isolated. Our positive thinking begins to show us a way out of a system that has had us bullied into submission. Our minds are now processing hope and possibilities for a new life of freedom.

Hugh S., for the fellowship

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Golden Rules For Living

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1.If you open it, close it.
2.If you turn it on, turn it off.
3.If you unlock it, lock it up.
4.If you break it, admit it.
5.If you can’t fix it, call on someone who can.
6.If you value it, take care of it.
7.If you make a mess, clean it up.
8.If you borrow it, return it back.
9.If you move it, move it back.
10. If it belongs to someone else, get permission to use it.
11.If you don’t know how to operate it, leave it alone.
12.If it’s none of your business, don’t ask questions.
– Author Unknown

This article appeared first in THE ANTIDEPRESSANT TABLET, Volume 6. No.1 Autumn 1994.
Submitted by Hugh S.

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Helen, gets it! “I have to take responsibility for my own life.”

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The following excerpt is from a letter that Helen wrote to the Depressed Anonymous fellowship about her recovery from depression.

Her story is just one of the many stories, relating their recovery from depression, found in the Personal Stories section of Depressed Anonymous Pages 110-152.

“Now that I look back and see the way I was and see now how I am now,
I can’t believe that I ever knew that other person. This person is different altogether. I like this person now very much. I am thankful to the group. They are just wonderful. They are my family. They are my Depressed Anonymous family. I also have my church family. It is a wonderful feeling to know that there is a Higher Power that can take you through these things. At first, I thought, “I doubt that very much” when everyone was talking about the Higher Power and peace in my life. Then it happened to me. Every few days, the world dumps down on you and beats you down. That’s my life. I always think to myself that there is that extra strength that I didn’t have before. I feel that everything is going to be OK with me. I have that peace now myself.”

Copyright(c) Depressed Anonymous (1998) Depressed Anonymous Publications. Louisville, KY. pp 145-148.