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The Dopamine Trap: Why Depression Makes Even Fun Things Feel Like a Chore

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The Strange Effect of Depression on Enjoyment

Imagine this: You finally have some free time. You sit down to play a game, read a book, or pick up an old hobby—but something feels wrong. The excitement you once felt is gone. The activity that used to bring you joy now feels exhausting, almost like a chore. Instead of looking forward to it, you procrastinate, feeling guilty that you “should” be enjoying it.

If this sounds familiar, you’re not alone. One of the most frustrating aspects of depression is that it robs you of motivation and pleasure, even for things you used to love. This phenomenon isn’t just about mood; it’s rooted in neuroscience, particularly in how dopamine, the brain’s motivation and reward chemical, functions.

This article explores why depression makes fun things feel like work, how dopamine plays a role, and what you can do to break the cycle—with the help of evidence-based strategies from Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT), Dialectical Behavioral Therapy (DBT), and neuroscience-backed techniques.

Why Hobbies Stop Feeling Rewarding: The Role of Dopamine Dysregulation

To understand why hobbies stop feeling enjoyable, we first need to look at how dopamine works and what happens when it becomes dysregulated.

Dopamine: More Than Just a “Feel-Good” Chemical

Dopamine is a neurotransmitter that regulates motivation, anticipation, and effort—not just pleasure itself. It helps your brain determine what is worth doing and provides the drive to pursue rewarding activities.

  • In a healthy brain, dopamine is released in response to an anticipated reward, reinforcing behaviors that lead to pleasure or fulfillment.
  • In depression, however, this system doesn’t function properly. Rewards don’t trigger the expected dopamine response, making even enjoyable activities feel unrewarding or exhausting.

How Dopamine Function Becomes Disrupted

Dopamine dysregulation in depression happens due to a combination of biological, psychological, and environmental factors:

  1. Chronic Stress and Cortisol Overload
    • When the brain is under prolonged stress, cortisol (the stress hormone) increases.
    • Excessive cortisol interferes with dopamine production and signaling, making it harder for the brain to recognize rewards.
    • Studies have shown that high cortisol levels blunt dopamine transmission, contributing to anhedonia (Pizzagalli, 2014).
  2. Reduced Dopamine Receptor Sensitivity
    • Over time, if dopamine is not used efficiently, the brain reduces the sensitivity of dopamine receptors.
    • This means that even when you engage in an activity that should be rewarding, the brain fails to process the pleasure properly.
  3. Lack of Novelty and Dopamine Burnout
    • The dopamine system thrives on variety and challenge. When life becomes repetitive or monotonous, dopamine activity naturally declines.
    • If a person is stuck in the same routine with little variation, they stop associating hobbies with excitement, making them feel more like obligations.
  4. Inflammation and Neural Fatigue
    • Research suggests that inflammation in the brain can lower dopamine levels and contribute to depression-related fatigue (Felger & Lotrich, 2013).
    • This can make even small tasks feel overwhelming, as the brain doesn’t generate enough energy to initiate effort.
  5. Avoidance Behavior and Dopamine Deprivation
    • Depression often causes avoidance behaviors—people stop doing things because they expect them to be exhausting or unfulfilling.
    • But avoidance itself deprives the brain of dopamine, reinforcing the cycle of low motivation and anhedonia.

In short, dopamine dysfunction in depression isn’t just a lack of pleasure—it’s a system-wide failure of motivation, anticipation, and effort regulation.

The Difference Between Wanting vs. Enjoying an Activity

One of the biggest mental traps in depression is the belief that not wanting to do something means you don’t actually enjoy it. This false belief can lead to unnecessary self-doubt and reinforce avoidance behaviors.

“I Don’t Want To” vs. “I Don’t Enjoy It”

  • Depression makes it hard to start activities, but that doesn’t necessarily mean the activity itself has lost all meaning or value.
  • Some people still enjoy things once they start, but the initial activation energy required to begin feels too high.
  • Others experience “numb pleasure”—going through the motions of an activity but feeling disconnected from it.

Why This Belief Develops in Depression

This mental distortion happens because depression disrupts the way the brain anticipates rewards. Instead of expecting something to feel good, the brain expects it to be effortful or empty, making motivation harder to access.

🔹 Key study: Research shows that depressed individuals tend to underestimate future enjoyment, even when they later report having liked the activity once they started (Dunn et al., 2011).

CBT Insight: The “Emotional Reasoning” Trap

Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT) identifies this thinking pattern as “emotional reasoning”—the belief that because you don’t feel like doing something, it must not be worth doing (Beck, 1979).

The truth? Motivation often follows action, not the other way around.

CBT practitioners emphasize that small actions can create momentum, even if motivation is low at first. This is why behavioral activation—starting with small, manageable activities—is a core part of depression treatment (Dimidjian et al., 2006).

How to Reignite Interest in Hobbies (Without Forcing Fun)

The key to rebuilding motivation isn’t about waiting for inspiration to strike—it’s about using small, intentional actions to reignite engagement.

1. The 5-Minute Rule: Trick Your Brain Into Starting (CBT – Behavioral Activation)

One of the biggest hurdles in depression is getting started. The 5-Minute Rule helps bypass this resistance:

👉 Tell yourself, “I’ll do this for just five minutes.”

Why it works:

  • It removes pressure—five minutes feels manageable.
  • Once you start, you often keep going.
  • Even if you stop after five minutes, you’ve still disrupted avoidance behavior (a key CBT principle).

🔹 Example Behavioral Activation Activities Using the 5-Minute Rule:
✔ Draw a single line on paper. If you feel like continuing, do so. If not, you still did something.
✔ Put on workout clothes. You don’t have to exercise—just wear them for five minutes.
✔ Read one paragraph. If you want to stop, stop—but more often than not, you’ll keep reading.

2. Micro-Rewards: Hacking Dopamine with Small Wins

When depression reduces the brain’s ability to anticipate pleasure, introducing small, tangible rewards can help rebuild dopamine associations.

💡 Ways to introduce micro-rewards:
✔ Checklists (crossing things off provides a dopamine boost).
✔ Listening to music while engaging in activities.
✔ Gamifying tasks (using apps like Habitica to turn chores into a game).

3. Curiosity Over Fun: Lowering the Expectation (DBT – Radical Acceptance)

If nothing feels fun, shift your focus from “enjoyment” to curiosity.

👉 Instead of asking, “Do I feel like doing this?”, try: “What if I just explore it?”

📌 Low-pressure ideas:

  • Watch a random documentary.
  • Learn a single new fact.
  • Doodle without the pressure of creating something “good.”

🔹 DBT encourages radical acceptance—the idea that you don’t have to like your current situation to engage with it. This can help reduce the pressure of trying to “force” enjoyment (Linehan, 1993).

4. Change the Medium: A New Way to Engage

Maybe the format is the problem, not the hobby itself.

✅ Try a different version:

  • Books feel overwhelming? Try audiobooks.
  • Gaming feels empty? Try multiplayer or cooperative games.
  • Used to write? Try voice memos instead of full drafts.

5. Body Before Mind: Use Physical Priming (CBT + DBT – Opposite Action)

  • Physical movement increases dopamine and energy.
  • Even small actions (stretching, walking, cold exposure) can help jumpstart motivation.

🔹 Research shows that light exposure, movement, and cold stimulation can increase dopamine levels, potentially improving mood regulation (Caldwell & Wetherell, 2020).

Conclusion: Redefining “Enjoyment” During Depression

Depression makes motivation difficult, but not impossible. The feeling that hobbies are meaningless or exhausting is not a permanent state—it’s a reflection of how depression affects the brain’s ability to anticipate and experience rewards. This means that even if an activity doesn’t feel enjoyable right now, that doesn’t mean it’s lost its value forever.

The most important thing to remember is that you don’t have to wait to feel motivated before you take action. In fact, waiting for motivation often reinforces the cycle of avoidance. Taking small, intentional steps—without pressure—helps signal to the brain that engagement is still possible.

How to Approach Recovery: Small, Intentional Shifts

  • Start small. Even the smallest action—reading a sentence, pressing play on a song, stepping outside for one minute—can help break the cycle of avoidance and retrain the brain to associate activities with engagement rather than exhaustion.
  • Focus on curiosity over pressure. Instead of trying to “force” enjoyment, allow yourself to explore, experiment, and experience things without expectation. Sometimes, curiosity itself is enough to create momentum.
  • Remember that action precedes motivation. Depression tells you that you should wait to “feel” like doing something before acting. But in reality, taking action—even in small ways—creates the conditions for motivation to follow.

Progress Is Not Linear—And That’s Okay

Rebuilding motivation is not about pushing yourself to feel joy immediately. It’s about creating opportunities for engagement—even if that engagement feels different from before. Some days, you might find enjoyment, while other days, everything may still feel numb. Both experiences are part of recovery.

If an activity feels unbearable, try a smaller version of it. If it still doesn’t feel rewarding, that’s okay too. The goal is not perfection—the goal is persistence.

The Science of Hope: Dopamine Pathways Can Recover

One of the most encouraging findings in neuroscience is that dopamine pathways can regenerate. Research suggests that with time, engagement, and small behavioral changes, the brain can restore its ability to anticipate and experience pleasure (Heller et al., 2009). This means that the feeling of enjoyment can return—even if it feels out of reach right now.

Final Takeaway

Depression may make hobbies feel meaningless, but that doesn’t mean they are. You are not broken, and your capacity for joy is not lost—it is just temporarily inaccessible. By taking small steps, embracing curiosity, and shifting focus from pressure to exploration, you can gradually rebuild your connection to the things that once brought you happiness.

Until then, remember: even small steps forward are still steps forward.

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DBT Grounding Techniques – Part 5 Putting It Into Use

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Part 5: Putting It All Together – Creating Your Grounding Ritual

You’ve now explored Mindfulness, Distress Tolerance, Emotion Regulation, and Interpersonal Effectiveness—each offering powerful tools to help you stay grounded in difficult moments. But real-life challenges don’t always fit neatly into one category. That’s why the final step is about combining these techniques into a structured grounding ritual that you can turn to whenever you need stability.

When emotions overwhelm you, drawing from all four DBT modules can create a powerful and structured grounding ritual. Combining these practices helps you address the physical, emotional, and relational aspects of distress, guiding you toward calmness and control.

By integrating skills from all four DBT modules, you can create a personalized approach to managing distress, regulating emotions, and staying present—even in the toughest moments. Let’s explore how to bring it all together.

Step 1: Pause and Breathe Deeply (Mindfulness)

Start by grounding yourself in the present moment. Mindfulness creates the mental space needed to approach the situation with clarity.

How to Practice:

  • Take a deep breath, inhaling for 4 counts, holding for 4, and exhaling for 6.
  • Visualize your breath as a wave, washing tension out of your body.
  • If your thoughts wander, gently guide them back to your breath without judgment.

Why It Works:
This activates your parasympathetic nervous system, calming your body and quieting your mind so you can think more clearly.

Step 2: Splash Cold Water on Your Face (Distress Tolerance)

Engage your body to interrupt the cycle of emotional overwhelm. TIPP skills are especially useful for regaining control in the moment.

How to Practice:

  • Use cold water, hold an ice cube, or place a cold compress on your forehead or cheeks.
  • Pair this with paced breathing to further calm your system.

Why It Works:
The temperature change triggers your dive reflex, reducing heart rate and calming the body. This brings you back to the present.

Step 3: Challenge the Thought Causing Overwhelmedness (Emotion Regulation)

Once your body feels calmer, examine the thoughts driving your emotional reaction.

How to Practice:

  • Ask yourself: “What triggered this feeling? Is it based on facts or assumptions?”
  • Use the “Check the Facts” technique to reframe exaggerated or unhelpful thoughts.
  • Example: Replace “I can’t handle this” with “I’m feeling overwhelmed, but I can take it one step at a time.”

Why It Works:
Shifting your perspective helps you address emotions logically, reducing their intensity and making them easier to manage.

Step 4: Communicate Using DEAR MAN (Interpersonal Effectiveness)

If another person is involved in the situation, use DEAR MAN to express yourself effectively and maintain the relationship.

How to Practice:

  • Describe the situation: “When you didn’t respond to my message…”
  • Express your feelings: “…I felt hurt and unsure if you were upset with me.”
  • Assert what you need: “I’d appreciate a quick reply, even if it’s just to say you’ll respond later.”
  • Reinforce the benefit: “This way, I’ll know everything’s okay between us.”

Why It Works:
Clear, calm communication reduces misunderstandings and fosters connection, even in emotionally charged moments.

Creating a Flow for Your Grounding Ritual

  1. Pause and Focus (Mindfulness):
    Take 1-2 minutes to ground yourself through breathing or observing your surroundings with the Five-Senses exercise.
  2. Shift Your Physical State (Distress Tolerance):
    Use a temperature-based TIPP skill or self-soothing technique to calm your body. Radical Acceptance of the situation may assist now or at the next stage in this flow.
  3. Examine and Adjust Your Thoughts (Emotion Regulation):
    Check the facts or use opposite action to address unhelpful emotional patterns.
  4. Engage With Others Mindfully (Interpersonal Effectiveness):
    If the situation involves another person, use DEAR MAN or FAST to maintain your boundaries and self-respect while fostering understanding.

Example in Practice:

Scenario: You’re feeling overwhelmed after receiving criticism from a colleague.

  1. Mindfulness: Step outside for a moment, take a deep breath, and focus on the sensation of the air against your skin.
  2. Distress Tolerance: Hold a cold water bottle against your wrists to calm your body.
  3. Emotion Regulation: Ask yourself, “Was their criticism factual, or am I interpreting it as a personal attack?” Reframe the thought: “This feedback is an opportunity to grow, not a judgment of my worth.”
  4. Interpersonal Effectiveness: Use DEAR MAN to address the issue with your colleague:
    • Describe: “When you shared your feedback earlier…”
    • Express: “…I felt caught off guard and a bit overwhelmed.”
    • Assert: “I’d like to understand more so I can improve.”
    • Reinforce: “This will help me meet expectations better in the future.”

Why This Works

By integrating techniques from all four DBT modules, you address the emotional, physical, and relational aspects of distress. This holistic approach helps you regain control, navigate challenges effectively, and build resilience over time.

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Motivation Follows Action

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AFFIRMATION
I promise to do something positive for myself today.
“When you are depressed you are plagued by tiredness. Indeed, there are many people who experience the major portion of their depression in tiredness.”

Copyright(c) Dorothy Rowe. Breaking the Bonds, Fontana. 1981.

I find that if I am depressed and want to start to feel better, or at least get my mind off of depression, I need to go for a walk and keep on moving. In DA we say MOTIVATION FOLLOWS ACTION. WHAT THIS MEANS IS THAT YOU’LL NEVER GET MOTIVATED TIL YOU GET BUSY DOING SOMETHING. This was my feeling a lot of time. It was only when I started walking that I wanted to walk. I didn’t want to do anything to help myself, until I forced myself to do something.

I believe that one’s tiredness when depressed comes from having too many things going through one’s brain at the same time. The strain of being overwhelmed is too much for the human brain and so it and the body begin to show the signs of stress. I also believe that so many unpleasant emotions constantly coming to surface and being felt by the body results in an overload situation in my brain.

Copyright(c) Dorothy Rowe, Breaking the Bounds. Fontana. 1981

QUOTE FROM:
Hug Smith. HIGHER THOUGHTS FOR DOWN DAYS. DAP. LOUISVILLE, KY. 2005 (January 24) Pg.15.

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Mental Health Strategies for Coping With Anxiety and Panic

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The following are some of the ways that we can cope and deal positively with panic and anxiety.

  1. Remember that although your feelings and symptoms are very frightening, they are not dangerous or harmful.
  2. Understand that what you are experiencing is just an exaggeration of your normal bodily reaction to stress.
  3. Do not fight your feelings or wish them away.The more that you are willing to face them, the less intense they will become.
  4. Do not add to your panic by thinking about what “might” happen. If you find yourself asking “what if?” Tell yourself “So what.”
  5. Stay in the present. Notice what is really happening to you as opposed to what you think might happen.
  6. Label your fear level from zero to ten and watch it go up and down. Notice that it that it does not stay at a very high level for more than a few seconds.
  7. When you find yourself thinking about the fear, change your “what if” thinking. Focus on and carry out a simple and manageable task, such as counting backward by 3’s or snapping a rubber band on your wrist.
  8. Notice when you stop adding fearful thoughts to your fear, it begins to face.
  9. When th fear comes, expect and accept it . Wait and give it time to pass, without running away from it.
  10. Be proud of yourself for your progress thus far, and think about how good you will feel when you succeed this time.

Reprinted courtesy of the Mental Health Association. Understanding panic disorder.

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Proneness to depression

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“It must be repeated again that I consider, injustice, discrimination, material deprivation and painful disappointments as such and as causes of depression and depression-pro ness. What causes depression is the discrepancy between what children–and adults have learned to believe and expect, and the reality they meet. This discrepancy, when uncomprehended, causes chronic lack of self-esteem, or the loss of self-esteem that, writes Birling, has been associated with severe depression. Men and women can bear a remarkable amount of misfortune and grief, as long as they need not see them as a result and proof of their own inferiority.”

Excerpt from Emmy Gut, Productive and Unproductive Depression. Harper, SanFransisco. 1990. p.195. as quoted in THE ANTIDEPRESSANT TABLET (1991) SUMMER VOLUME 2:4. p.3

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Depression and Security

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“Being depressed is a state of great security.Jackie said (client of D.Rowe) , ‘I get very quiet. I don’t want to know anyone. Very angry. I get very hurtful, not intentional hurt, but that’s the only way I can get through to people, so they don’t get any closer. If I hurt them, they’ll stay away and therefore I can be on my own in this depression, and hide behind the mask and just solely by hurting people, being quiet, feeling angry inside and putting the barrier up, that’s how I can keep people away, which I feel helps me in the state of depression.I need to feel safe within the blackness. A fear of being with people. Being really frightened of everything and anybody around you. It’s just so painful. You feel drained of everything. Hiding behind the mask is putting yourself away from the outside world. The world you were frightened of stepping into, but people still seeing you with that smile, the joking, the laughing, and that is where the mask comes on. Behind the mask, I am suffering hurt and pain, rejection, helplessness, but behind the mask and shutting myself within four walls, I feel secure, because none of the outside world can come in unless I let them hurt me.
Because depression gives a feeling of security, the depressed person can feel very much in control. (We are always capable of being two contrary things at once. Depression is always a state of complete helplessness and complete control,) A depressed person can take great pride in being in control.”

SOURCE: BEYOND FEAR. Dr. Dorothy Rowe, Fontana, London, 1987, pp. 307-308.

Published in The Antidepressant Tablet(c) Issue: Volume 4, Number 3 SPRING 1993. Louisville, Ky.

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Being Addicted to the Outcome

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“Being addicted to the outcome I came to realize after deep examination of my character defects that I am still being addicted to the outcome of situations in my life. Which means I am trying with all my might to control the outcome. I don’t want to accept what God has planned for my outcome in certain situations. I want to steer the situation and control iT into my absolute vision of what I want and needed it to be. My addiction here is the projected outcome of the situation. My character defect is control. Control is a very hard character defect to change and one that I strongly believe needs God’s help to see it clearly and be granted the willingness to change it. Most humans want and deeply desire control of something in their life, so much so, that they would do anything to sway the matter, thus control things deeply to obtain their desired outcome. But there is another serious character defect in this equation. Far more important to examine than our desired outcome to the point of being controlling. This is an amazing spiritual arrogance that we know better, than the highest power knows, what is the right and proper outcome for us. But there is another serious character defect in this equation. Far more important to examine than our desired outcome to the point of being controlling. This is an amazing spiritual arrogance that we know better than the highest power knows what is the right and proper outcome for us. We are essentially saying we don’t believe your outcome, God. We don’t believe you could possibly be as good and perfect as are our chosen outcomes. This is a serious mistrusting of God.

The next thing we must look at is acceptance. Because once we are able to let go of the strongly desired outcome, which we are addicted to, we must stop and allow ourselves to accept whatever God has lined up for the outcome. This is sometimes difficult. It takes a good close walk with our higher power every single day, which is exactly what develops the needed trust in God. Once we begin to move into a place where we accept that our higher power loves us and wants good things for us, it then becomes easier to let go and let God in all the outcomes. This is where the step 3 prayer, taken every day, is so helpful with acceptance of God’s will in our life, instead of our own will and dominating the outcome that we insist upon. We can’t possibly know more than God, so who are we to think that we know exactly what the outcome should be to the situation days from now. How arrogant to think that we know everything. Letting go and letting God and acceptance, are the keys to the overcoming of the defects of control and arrogance.”

Debra C. NC

Copyright(c) Debra Sanford. A Medley of Depression Stories. #35. Pages91-92.(First Edition) 2017. ISBN 978-197 4499601. This book can be purchased at Amazon.com.

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I will learn how to receive a gift generously

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DECISION 10: Receiving a gift.
“IF you determine that the gift does come with the unstated message of obligation you then have three choices;
1. You can accept the gift as you always have, and not feel guilt, anger and obligation.
2. You can state the unstated message to the giver and say that you cannot accept such a gift. To do this you must completely abandoned your belief that you must never upset anyone ever and have developed some competence in dealing with upset people.
3. You can accept the gift as if it is a free gift, ignore the obligation, feel happy and enjoy the gift. To do this you must have given up being an expert in being good and have developed a competence in doing things which are not wholly admirable but are immensely enjoyable.

If you determine that the gift does come as a free gift, given out of love and concern, then yugo must receive it with the same generosity with which it was given. Let yourself feel joy, not guilt. Don’t say “Oh, you shouldn’t have.’ Say ‘It’s wonderful. I love it, and give the giver a hug and a kiss. All we want when we give a fee gift is to see the other person’s happiness.
Sometimes what gets in the way when we want to enjoy a gift is our envy.”

Dorothy Rowe, Breaking the Bonds. Understanding Depression, Finding freedom. Fontana. London. 1991. Pages 209-210.
Dorothy Rowe is The author of BREAKING THE BONDS of the Twelve Decisions, contained in the chapter, LEAVING LONELINESS BEHIND, Pages 238-279.

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In helping others I helped myself. Gloria’s story, continued.

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The following story continues from page 140 of Gloria’s story In helping others,I helped myself

“There are four of us who were there together first on June 6th 1985. We had become very good friends. I still remember the things from the very first meeting that the counselor told us. I’ve seen people come and go. Some helped from the very first meeting. Some wanting a wand waved. It has helped me over the rough spots., and gave me courage and to go on as a widow, I have found a peace in life, a special joy in knowing and loving people. In helping others, I have helped myself. I know my background in life has made me degreased at times. My mother was abusive and I realized later in life that it was an emotional illness. I forgave her.

I will continue to attend Depressed Anonymous. Every meeting is different and who knows what mystery each group holds? One never knows who needs me, who needs a smile or hug, who needs to feel that they are not alone, or who needs to know that there is a God that loves all.”

Copyright(c) Depressed Anonymous. THIRD EDITION (2011) Depressed Anonymous Publications. Louisville, KY 140-141.

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Catastrophic Thinking

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Dorothy Rowe shares with us some helpful thoughts on how to deal with those thoughts which we label as catastrophic.

Suppose that there is some event looming and you are frightened of what is going to happen. Your Mother may be coming to stay or you are required to go to the firm’s ball, or your daughter expects you to go to her graduation or your son wants you to take him along – all fearful events of course – and you can’t see any way of avoiding them other than being very depressed. Try something else. Write down what it is you are expected to do and then say, ‘if I do this, what is the very worst that could happen?’

Write down your answer and look at it in the cold light of day. If you have said ‘I’ll die’ then rejoice your troubles will soon be over.

If you have said, ‘I’ll make a fool of myself’ ask ‘What is the opposite of making a fool of oneself’? Then ask ‘Why is this important’? See if you dare commit to paper just how vain you are.

Then go back to the original situation and say, ‘How many different outcomes can I see?’ List them all, the good ones as well as the bad, the fantastic ones as well as the prosaic, see if you can predict what then actually happens. (No cheating by using self-fulfilling prophecies like ‘I am sure I won’t enjoy it.’)

Then there are the things that you feel compelled to do. No strange force is compelling you, not any person other than yourself. When you see your own values clearly you can ask, ‘Do I do this because I believe it is right or do I do it because the parent in my head tells me to and I am too scared to disobey’?

You are you, you are the parent in your head, you are the child who is scared to disobey. You can spend the rest of your life `going around as three squabbling people, or you can choose` to make into yourself one whole person.

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Copyright(c) Dorothy Rowe. Depression: The way out of your prison. SECOND EDITION. 1983, 1996. Routledge, New York, NY.pp.225-226.